Mom Club!!

Last night I went out for a girls night and it was the first time I've been out without Grace or my husband. I was really nervous at first wondering if Grace would be ok, would Ryan know what to do if she cried, would he remember to change her diaper, that she likes to be held sideways on her tummy if it hurts, that alot of times she just needs to hear your voice to calm down, would he drop her, ect... He did great, I came home to them both sleeping peacefully. i have to thank my husband a million times for letting me go out and have some me time. He is soo great!!!

I had such a good time and it wasn't like we did anything amazing but it was great to just sit and talk with amazing women and really feel like I connected with them on more than just an acquaintance level. I've never really had "girlfriends" and never really felt like I was missing out on anything but now I'm so glad to have these ward sisters in my life that I can relate to on so many levels!!! It's great to be in the Mom Club!!! and I guess I shouldn't really call it that because there were a few of the girls that don't have kids, so I guess its awesome to be part of the Womens club!! I feel so mature now like I'm finally embracing being a woman. I've always hung out with older Women and had older friends and maybe thats why I've always felt young or immature compared to them but Now I feel like I Finally fit in and am a WOMAN!!!! lol it feels like an overnight change but maybe it's been a long time coming, but it feels great!!! Anyways thats what has happened to me lately :) Tomorrow my little baby turns 1 month old!!!! I can't even believe it!!! shes getting so big it makes me cry!! We are going to take more pics so stay tuned!!