Mom Club!!

Last night I went out for a girls night and it was the first time I've been out without Grace or my husband. I was really nervous at first wondering if Grace would be ok, would Ryan know what to do if she cried, would he remember to change her diaper, that she likes to be held sideways on her tummy if it hurts, that alot of times she just needs to hear your voice to calm down, would he drop her, ect... He did great, I came home to them both sleeping peacefully. i have to thank my husband a million times for letting me go out and have some me time. He is soo great!!!

I had such a good time and it wasn't like we did anything amazing but it was great to just sit and talk with amazing women and really feel like I connected with them on more than just an acquaintance level. I've never really had "girlfriends" and never really felt like I was missing out on anything but now I'm so glad to have these ward sisters in my life that I can relate to on so many levels!!! It's great to be in the Mom Club!!! and I guess I shouldn't really call it that because there were a few of the girls that don't have kids, so I guess its awesome to be part of the Womens club!! I feel so mature now like I'm finally embracing being a woman. I've always hung out with older Women and had older friends and maybe thats why I've always felt young or immature compared to them but Now I feel like I Finally fit in and am a WOMAN!!!! lol it feels like an overnight change but maybe it's been a long time coming, but it feels great!!! Anyways thats what has happened to me lately :) Tomorrow my little baby turns 1 month old!!!! I can't even believe it!!! shes getting so big it makes me cry!! We are going to take more pics so stay tuned!!

My Side of the Story ;)

Well I figure I should get my side of the baby story out there for all that are interested :) Tuesday the 17th my Doctor called me at 6:00 in the morning and asked if I was in labor (half joking) and asked if I wanted to come in and have my baby. I had thought I was going to have a natural birth but I was DONE being pregnant and I really didn't want to wait any longer to see my little baby so Ryan and I decided to get induced that morning. We got to the hospital about 8:30 and I was dilated to a 2 and 100% effaced and they started me on pitocin about 10:00. Nothing happened until 5pm when they broke my water (FYI sitting in a hospital is really, really boring). I started having pretty intense contractions and man being in labor really redefines your perception of pain and what real pain is, I knew it would hurt but you can never anticipate a pain like contractions. But I figured it was worth the pain because I must be dilating really fast and be at a 10 cos my contractions were coming right on top of each other and lasting for a 60-90 seconds. So the nurse checked me at 11:30pm and I had gotten nowhere, I was still at a 2 so I asked for the epidural. Within an hr of getting it I went from a 2 to a 5 and then in another 2 hrs a was a 9. Then I fell asleep and that was nice. They told me to tell them when I felt pressure. So about 7:30 Wednesday morning I decided I felt some pressure and the nurse came and checked me and I was a 10 and her head was already engaged. I started pushing at 8 but I couldn't feel my contractions to push with so they turned off my epidural. So even tho I didn't get a natural labor I did get a natural delivery. Around 9 the doc came in and after she crowned it only took about 5 more pushes to pop out a 13 1/2 in head and a 8 lb 5 oz 20.5 in long body. There was so much adrenalin at that point that although it was painful it was nothing compared to the labor and it was totally worth the pain. After her head was out and her shoulders the doctor had me reach down and pull the rest of Grace out and put her on my chest. It was the most amazing moment EVER!!! she was sooo pretty covered in goo and her swollen cone shaped head (which disappeared really fast) only a mother could love such a thing :). The next day I was surprised how sore my upper body was but I guess if your in a crunch position holding your legs up for 2 hrs your bound to be sore.

But as you can see from the photos it was all worth it!!! She is amazing!! Nothing compares to being a mom and caring for another human being. It is surreal sometimes and I feel like I've just been babysitting for a really long time except for the fact that she stops crying when I hold her and how I instinctually know what to do and how Grace looks at me and she knows I'm her mother. I never knew I could love someone so much unconditionally so soon after meeting them, if I think about it too long it makes my heart hurt and I cry happy tears. It makes me realize how much my parents love me and how much my heavenly father must love me.

Its also great to see Ryan parent. He is the most amazing dad. He is soooo helpful and takes such good care of little Grace. I didn't think I would ever love him more but watching him with her makes me love him soo much more than I ever knew I could.

I also have to say I'm really lucky grace is such a good baby!! She only cries when her diaper needs to be changed and she only whimpers when she is hungry or when she wants me to hold her (probably cos she knows ill feed her lol) she sleeps for 5 hrs at night, eats, and sleeps another 5 hrs. I never realized how awesome a good nights rest is till I had Grace.

And I am doing great too!! I have 3 lbs to go before I'm at my pre preg weight. I fit into my pre preg pants which im thrilled about and its only been 2 weeks!! Its awesome!!! I can't wait till my 6 weeks are up so I can have sexy time with my husband;) (sorry to all my parents and grandparents who might read this)

So that is the life of the Orrs for now :) Tomorrow is Ryans birthday and I'm so excited birthday are my favorite!!
~Sierra

One Week Old (Well Really Almost Two Now!)

Wow it seems like I just made our last post like 3 days ago but it's been almost 2 whole weeks since Grace was born. We have been so busy and distracted by all things newborn that we haven't had much time to update or get out many pictures which apparently, as I have been informed by many people who want to see pics, is completely unacceptable:)

We took grace home on Friday, November 20th which was 2 days after her birth. That night she slept 4 hours straight and continues to sleep 4-5 hours at once every night, which we are EXTREMELY grateful for (and I should probably knock on wood having said that). She got all sorts of visitors and on her first visit back to the birth center she was the healthiest baby they had seen all day. We are so thankful to have been blessed with such a beautiful soul that has been able to enjoy her time here so far without complications or health issues. She is a happy baby and though Sierra would probably say that she eats ALL THE TIME she spends a lot of time just observing her surroundings (and sleeping of course!). When she opens her eyes she has beautiful dark blue eyes and many people have commented that she appears to have more hair than me. Even the nurses in the room when she was born managed to make a comment on that but I let it slide as I was just excited to have our new daughter with us.

I have told Sierra on many occasions that the whole thing still seems just a bit surreal... To me it feels more as if Sierra went through the whole pregnancy experience, and then at the end of the nine months we were just handed a baby from the hospital. It is hard to imagine that she was actually created and that she is the same person that was living inside Sierra's belly the whole time. I am still wrapping my head around it! I am sure it is a much different experience for the women, but I suppose Sierra will have to comment on that when she finally has a few minutes to make a blog post.

Okay so now that you have read through my reflections and the details you may or may not be interested in, here are the pictures that I promised. When she was one week old, which was the day before Thanksgiving, we did a little photo shoot and got some really precious shots. Here they are!

*Sierra and Grace*

*Grace Makes Faces... Some Cute*

*Some Not So Cute...*

*Grace was a bit testy for some of the shoot, so she had her pacifier on hand*

*Doing What She Does Best*

*We were waiting to unwrap her until she got a bit more tired*

*My hand is bigger than her head!*

*Of course she opens her eyes for mom*

*My Two Lovely Ladies :)*

*Tucker decided he would like in on the attention*

*My parents got us these flowers*

*My mom really wanted pictures with a single flower in it. I obliged and they turned out great!*

*This is my token artistic shot*

*I think this one is ADORABLE*

*I can't remember if this is a yawn or a cry*

*She likes the football hold*

*We got one shot at this one, she was quite obstinate by this point*

Well, that's what I have for now. As always, thanks for keeping up with us and we love to hear from all of you too!

-Ryan